i have been in quite the black hole since....sunday evening...and i can't get out.
today i almost got hit by a car.
i wish i was kidding.
after i stopped being freaked out, i chuckled.
and you know what
i am SO tired of not saying what i think because i might freak someone out. HEAVEN FORBID I HAVE FEELINGS [AND BAD ONES!]!
since when are we supposed to be happy all the time?
and if we're not, we're crazy?
i could scream.
but i'd rather just cry.
unfortunately i can't even muster tears.